Last days on dev...last days on mess...last days on internet...last days with my friends....I`m going away....in the midlle of nowhere...to be alone...I`ve lost too many friends...take care u all...be happy ....love your friend...see u after a long long time on dev...maybe never...I`m out of here and from internet , friends and evrething....need a long time to be alone...to many bad news in the last week and today...I`m coursed or something I dont know ....need to go away from evrething ....nobody loves me as I whant to and when it happends I lost her forever in heaven...I hate evrething right now ...dont whant to talk to anyoane including friends ... I hate them all and evrething ...whant to keep them away from me as much as possible ...they dont need to know my problems ...dont whant to see them down like me ...and I dont need pitty....I dont know where I`m going....I`ll see....dont know what I will do....the art project on dev and evrething is now stopped...permantly I think...so good bye to you all and take care of you guys